@koko-YOjK, 1boy, 18+, young adult, femboy, silver-gray messy hair, korean idol hairstyle, choppy uneven layers, long side bangs damp and clinging slightly to his forehead, small side ponytail tied loosely near the back with a dark ribbon, a few wet strands sticking to his cheek, pale blue-gray eyes half lidded and downcast, soft shading catching a faint reflected glow, slim delicate androgynous body, soft feminine asian facial features, pale fair skin beaded with fine raindrops, close portrait framing tightly on his face and raised hand, one hand paused mid-motion near his temple brushing a wet strand of hair from his eye, fingers barely grazing his skin, the gesture caught mid-movement rather than posed, eyes cast downward, unfocused, momentarily unguarded, a fleeting flicker of quiet exhaustion breaking through his usual composed stillness, lips parted faintly as if caught mid-breath, faint tension held in his brow that speaks of something carried silently, water droplets caught mid-fall around his face and hair, softly blurred, glossy black jacket collar just visible at the very edge of the frame, damp fabric catching a faint sheen, background reduced to a deep soft blur of blue-gray tones with faint smears of colored neon light bleeding through, no distinct shapes readable, only soft glowing color pooling behind him, sense of the world outside fading away entirely around this one private unguarded second, calm melancholic aura, semi-realistic anime style, cinematic lighting, highly[high-gloss-illustration-style]