Too Good To Be True
How I feel about my new crush.
I’m very sparse with my crushes, this is only the second one. I’m also very serious about my crushes, the first one lasted 3 years. And no, I’m not a small kid.
Ah, I hate having crushes, because I am so secretive about them, that nobody ever knows. Not even my closest friends. It hurts a bit, but I get through it and act normal, because I live my life by acting. Nobody really knows.
I try to force myself not to have crushes, by telling myself I’m just imagining the feelings, but I’m not, and I know it. Oh well :)