take a trip in my thoughts.....what do you see?
why was i born? why cant i stop anything bad from happening? was i just a mistake? i cant keep doing this anymore. why do i keep making the same mistakes? can i even accomplish anything? what if i was just a rock....unloved and useless? nobody cares anymore. why do i keep trying if it gets me nowhere? im ugly and useless. my parents dont love me. its all my fault. i should just dissapear.